i wish never..but never say never!!!

Again, here alone. a lover of all quietness...

I had my voice but my lips are sealed, I can see but none is familiar. I can hear people talking but too bad, they're just a noise to my ears. why do these people keep talking? nobody is willing to listen. hopeless to feel my presence.."please, I am here". here, hopeless to feel the soft wind, the polluted air made me sick. lack of comfort. where is my security? my way of setting free. why keep waiting to be frozen? to stand still for the fake surrender! should I go or stay? walking by my feet alone. why the stairs seem endless? why is there no sign to follow?...now, I am getting tired, I wish never!

I will keep trying. I can because I believe I can!

Again, in my loneliness. I will be at peace. I will try to speak out. at least I'll try. this time the things that are not familiar will be noticed. The people may catch attention. "yes, I am here". thank you for listening. I am not hopeless anymore. I am real! I have my presence. I feel the wind blows softly, it touches my skin. it made me fresh again! I feel the comfort..I am secured. I am free again! free as a bird in the forest. never to freeze in the cage. I will stay for the sweet surrender! walking hand in hand with him. with every single step, following every sign, the way to reach the top. the place where I belong... I will never say never!

..to him and to her across the sea, who do believe in "eros"... who can be against them? they are free! free as a bird and sing until there is music. maybe hundred miles apart but "eros" can move mountains! learning and understanding both side as a mirror. not for criticizing but for keeping them healthy in every situations... there are trials, but then soon triumph. because the truth is..
nothing is impossible when there is eros!

to him and to her across the sea;

best wishes!!!

THE VENUSIANS... hearsaying *wink*

It is really hard to admit that once in our life the venusians have been silly!?,childish!?,stubborn!?, ah..okay, lets say silly again! and only exclamation point;-) Hey me? yes, you may. but let me cite to you some examples of being silly...

talking nonsense

• talking about boyfriend who is very loyal to her
• about partner who never entertain new target
• about hubby who is very busy to his work only.
• about sweetheart who is really focus in his study.
  

FC or feeling close

• after exchanging mobile numbers she is expecting more..duh!
• just a simple "hi" speaks a lot..a big deal of courting her?
• offering her a car if the same way to go. oops..feeling rich na?
• don't dare smile at her, she might say yes! she got you haha!
  

demanding

• please do not ever forget the promise, the theme song, fav. color..etc
• do not forget to reply in any sms, e-mails, offline msgs..or LQ na kayo.
• did you ask permission to go somewhere? when? and hey! with whom?
  

pretender

• still very fine, just fine after knowing her bf sexy textmate..grrrr!
• she got no idea about husband's affair.. promise its not her bestfriend!
• not tired from reminding the guy about her birthday, anniversary, huhuhu!
  

now, how did I say SILLY!?, childish, stubborn, and silly again? .. silly from talking nonsense! yes, do not put your 100 percent assurance towards men because they are men! yeah! either you against or not i will still say they are normally, easily tempted since the beginning remember? so. keep them away from apples lol. childish from feeling super excited about the first move of the guys to us..hey! do you know that he just want to be friends with you because he wants you to introduce him to your friend? tsk..tsk he is such a user noh!. stubborn if we are in "love", we are blind or should I say we just want to try a blind fold? hmm for what? well, for a change hehe.. stubborn we are, from not listening to the correction, we even feel we are the modern version of Romeo and Juliet, till death do us part. but the difference of Romeo and Juliet, maybe we do not see the concern..how about taking out the blind fold now? which is more comfortable to you? well, it will always be your choice. to be comfortable and not comfortable..oopsie, Silly again? sorry to tell you that all of this hear saying is just a silly thing..lol. you will feel silly after knowing that some of the traits here are silly and oopsie...just got it from you "Venus" hehe.. what d'ya think?